From the recording Happy Endings: Selections from Opus 69 Re-Recorded
Featuring Linn DeMilta (vocals), Jason Castoro (bass, synth, lead guitar), Mike Greiner (guitar), and Damon Castoro (drums). Recorded, mixed, and mastered at Dream Recording Studios in Bellmore, NY at various points between August 2023 and April 2026. Engineered by Chris Wallitsch. Produced by Jason Castoro,
Music & lyrics by Jason Castoro
Published Worldwide by CD Baby Publishing (BMI)
Copyright 2026 Jason Castoro All Rights Reserved
Lyrics
I take a look at you, this is what I see
that deep inside of you is baseless jealousy
In your heart, in your mind
better judgement left behind
You need help and need it quick
never knew you were this sick
But you don't realize just what I have done
gave up my hopes and dreams
to be your number one
Can't believe you didn't trust me
made me fall down to my knees
ripped my heart out with your bare hands
put an end to fantasy
I never hurt or did you wrong
Just needed time to sing my song
false accusations pinned on me
How can you wake up everyday
taking my happiness away?
You are misguided, can't you see?
Never lied, always cried, fight after fight
Locked away, led astray, night after night
Now you have me all to yourself
and you're happy, I can tell... I'm in hell
Been heartbroken since you've spoken
This I can't deny
Looking in the mirror, do you like all that you see?
trying so hard to control me with your insecurity
I hope you're satisfied, you have no defense
and every time you smile will be at my expense
Life is what we make it, such a shame we have to fake it
Deep Inside
Lyrics reprinted by permission
Copyright 2026 Jason Castoro All Rights Reserved